Thank you

when you said you like me..

but you cant..

the first line already did cheer me up..

a great friend to treasure..

a life long journey to walk on..

All my beloved friends out there..

we might not have met for years..

for we living apart..

for we staying in the same country..

you are always part of my life journey's puzzle..

if its not for you presence,

i might not have grown up to who i am today..

all the small little things that you have helped or done to me..

made my days..

tears or laughter..

are all sweet memories in my life..

when i got too busy with my own life..

tap on my shoulder if u love me..

remind me that i still love you.. 

because i certainly do!

friends dont run away when you are too busy for them..

they stay at the side.. 

always waiting for you to get back..

always there ready for you when you need someone to talk to when you finally get a chance to breath the air from your busy days..

i know your presences, i really do..

because thats what keep me moving on in these busy days..

Thank You.

天灰

Hate the habit that I only blog when I am down,

Well I guess I did well today..

No tears infront of anyone..

Just a pat on my own shoulder..

Telling myself to cheer up..

Infact no big deal..

Just the devil within me fighting with itself..

and the fact that I feel like talking to someone..

yet I dont know who that is..

I hope,

there is someone out there..

somewhere..

caring..

still caring..

and will care forever..

For the fact that nothing last forever..

NEW MEDICINE - Laid (Official Music Video)

Amel Bent - Où Je Vais

singapore kerren

 

經過將近半個月的跨海包裹

今天中於是到我的手裡了...感謝 Kerren

一本相片集 一本簡單質感的記事本 一台簡單的camera toy

就這樣飄洋過海來到美麗的台灣

很多人會問 為麼有人從新加坡寄包裹給你？？

真的...說來話長 總之就是很奇妙就是了！！

讓座

明知道今天早上有兩節課 但是我還是不想關機
有人說 這就叫做"犯賤" 也許吧

今天從車站搭公車回家 發現
"讓座"這件事好像被媒體或者是家長告知這是應該的
但是 今天在車上看到一件個案 很奇妙的個案

搭車的時間已經是晚上的8點多快9點了
但是 不知道為什麼車上還是一個位子都沒有
所以我也是一路站著的 沒有位子坐
到了成功大學 有一位看似半百的老先生上了車
他左手拿著食物 右手也拿著一堆東西 不過走起路來還是蠻穩的

他一上了車看見沒位子坐就有一點不高興了
但是 他沒說什麼只是跟大家一起站著
這個時候我在想"那些有位子的人是瞎了嗎??"
我看了看我左邊的一對學生情侶
只是想暗示他們"有老人家上車了"
但是一個掛著耳機在聽MP3
另一個卻一直往窗戶外面兒看
好似要刻意迴避個什麼似的

公車開到了光明街口 老爺爺說話了
"哎呀~ 怎麼不讓奄坐這兒"是外省人
他正好對著我旁邊的一對情侶說話
"我老了 需要位子坐坐 我下車的地方可遠了"
老人扯著嗓子哀求再加上一點肢體語言求座
原本好端端坐著的兩人也不好意思繼續坐了
便將自己的東西收好 也跟著我一起站著

此時更妙的來了
老人看到他們倆離開座位 自己馬上鑽進去
兩個人的座位 他都放滿了自己的東西
那兩人看了的確有一點生氣
不過 看在他是老人的份上就算了

公車開到了台灣銀行有人要上車了
老人原本可以騰出一個空位給上來的人坐
但是他沒有 卻還將自己的東西放的更多
我刻意看了一下那對情侶的表情
他們很尷尬很生氣但是不能怎樣

怎麼會這樣?? 是我們太尊敬那些老人
所以他們真的以為只要沒位子坐
就一定可以叫他人讓座 只因為他是"老人"

長輩們都說 要禮讓老弱婦孺 要讓位給他們
沒錯 基本上這是一定的 也毋庸置疑
但那些真的很討人厭的長輩們又是怎麼回事
雖然這樣説很不對 只是遇到這種賣老的長輩真的是很氣憤

其實話說回來 "讓座"這件事我們年輕人沒有義務也沒有一定
只是在台灣的教育裡瀰漫了百分之90的儒家思想
"禮"就變成了生活中的每一個部份
任何東西使用過量都一定會產生傷害
不知道 "禮"能不能用在這句話裡面

說到最後 "讓座"這件事或者是這個舉動
還是得在兩者之間的觀念裡取得共識和平衡
不然 一個認為我老了我體力銳減了所以我需要
一個認為 你依然健壯所以我把位子留給更需要的人
那這問題永遠也吵不完了

台中公車小屁孩嗆老人家【字幕版】  

周遭

發現 隨著年紀慢慢增長 對於周遭的好奇心卻成反比在遞減
是不是 因為現在只對於對自己未來有幫助的在琢磨
自然而然就忽略了身邊的人事物？？
其實一邊打一邊想就知道下一句的答案是什麼
只是 為了讓自己多一點點的臺階可以下得很理所當然

回頭看之前的內容 真的覺得自己太過於漠視周遭的一切
眼裡只有自己的一舉一動所帶動周遭人事物的變化
甚至有時候眼裡根本沒有人事物可言
行屍走肉地看著每一件事發生卻不再多問
"就那樣啊，不然你覺得他可以怎樣？？"
很不負責任的一句地球人話

其實 不是說自己非得把每一件事看得都跟自己息息相關
只是希望對於周遭的事多一點疑問 多一點揣測與假設
"咦！ 為什麼這樣" "他應該會這樣吧" "猜他走左邊還是右邊"

記者 擺明了自己目前最感興趣的工作就是當一名記者
但是現在對於什麼事都理所當然 沒有任何疑問的我 的確是有一點靠北
有人討厭記者 因為他們很煩 雞毛蒜皮也可以寫社論掛獨家
有人喜歡記者 因為他們很勤 帶領其他人進入黑簾後的世界

你看！！ 說到這... 自然而然都在講與自己未來有關的東西
對於今天的所見所聞沒有一個字去提及 更沒有想讓它出現的感覺
再這樣下去 往後的生活肯定會他媽的無聊透頂

Sweet Memories

Is it stupid when u are afraid of losing? 

Things might not last,

Well..Its more true to say that..

Things WILL not last..

But no matter how things get,

the process is often more worth the treasure and appreciation than the result..

The journey that you have been through together..

Is priceless..

The destination that you might reach..

Is unpredictable..

Enjoy and appreciate while it last..

Because you never know,

how things will be tomorrow..

Perhaps,

I might not be there to listen to you anymore..

I might not be there to care about you anymore..

I might not be there to nag anymore..

but remember,

I was always there.. 

and that I love you..

so love yourself..

and be strong! 

because 

loving youself simply means me loving you.. 

After all, its such sweet memories that will last forever in my heart!

By Kerren.Siewlin

Appreciate..

Almost got hit by a train back few days ago..

Thank god, I manage to survive through..

It made me think..

What will happen if i didnt have enough time to run?

The person i will miss the most and feel sorry the most to..

Will be my Daddy.. 

Because I love him more than anything else..

and I promise, I will take good care of myself and not let anything bad happen..

During the my 3 days holidays this weekend,

I witnessed a robbery,

followed by some stranger but luckily manage to run away from him..

Saw an accident in the day and heard that the man died on spot..

Life is always so uncertain..

U never know what will happen..

No matter what it is..

Appreciate those around you..

Appreciate all the great moments u have..

Remember all the happiness,

put aside all the hatreds..

For every second that you are sad or angry,

you lost a precious second of happiness..

by Kerren.Siewlin

Bored+Crazy=You.Me

It was random..

And we did something crazy today..

Webcam, chatting, singing and funny jokes! 

YES WE ARE CRAZY! 

but I am lovin' it! 

I am always proud to tell people how we have met, 

coz i really think that this is so drama yet cool! 

and its all 'Fate'!
and Im also proud of how well we can click!
Its more than a month now? issit?
but it felt as if we have known each other longer..

hope this friendship will last forever!

YES IT WILL! 

:)

told you about the train incident,
you said, i cant hurt myself, i cant die..coz we havnt meet..thats so sweet.. 
so no matter what happens, i promise i wil never hurt myself..because i know..
there is someone at the other side of the world, caring, worrying..

by Kerren.Siewlin

來了來了

是狗狗 他的名字叫 "爽哥" 英文名字是  Song A

八個月了 越來越可愛 終於可以新增文章啦

很晚了 明天要選課......有一點睏了

Good Night!!

D' Bright Side

Stop poisoning my mind with negative thoughts..

I know i might not even get through it..

but at least i am trying my best now..

Well, u are right..

I am not trying hard enough..

I hate myself for being so slack too!

Damn sick of myself..

I feel like going somewhere..

With no distraction..

Just me and my books! 

I kinda understand why people commit suicide or do silly things due to stress..

Guess, its the pressure that u feel..

Everyday when u wake up..

U feel it..and its haunting u..

Dun worry, i wont be that silly to do such things..

I am always trying to calm myself no matter what..

No matter what the outcome will be..

I will accept it..

Coz i have noone else to blame but myself..

Nevertheless, i will JIAYOU!! :) 

Dear friends, please do give me a hand and help me through k.. 

I might need to turn you down sometimes but pls understand..

No life for now..

No pain, no gain! 

I believe there is always a bright side of everything that happened!

By Kerren.Siewlin

Lost

Trying not to face it..

Trying to stop myself from listening to my heart..

Its so tough..

and i am lost..

Took a long bus ride home alone,

listening to soft music playing on my ipod,

it kinda relax my mind..

trying not to think about it..

but still..

it keeps knocking on my head..

Should i go for it?

I am scared,

i will be disappointed with the answer..

will you support me too?

I know you have been very understanding all this while,

but this time,

I aint sure..

I fear..

To face the reality or to chase the dream?

By Siewlin.Kerren

父後七日

 

 看完了父後七日 我只能說虎頭蛇尾

後面有一點急著想結束硬扣到思念開始的第七日

整個還少了一點味道 影評給85分 真的太誇張

不過看完以後真的很想試試把自己親人的生離死別給記錄下來

這種機會可遇不可求 我想我不會說"我很期待完成它"這句話

其實我也不曉得紀錄這件事 對我來說意義是什麼

是為了證明自己有能力完成？ 還是代表我很愛我的家人？

反正不管怎樣 基於孝道 我想我會把這件事放在心底就好

不過我會慢慢等 等哪天時機成熟

by vans.wunsiang 

乳酪蛋糕

在地球上 最喜歡的甜點就是乳酪啊

拜託給我好多好多乳酪把我給淹沒吧

我想溺斃在乳酪海裡 快成全我！！

by vans.wunsiang

Happiness

We have our own dreams to chase,

but remind yourself..

no matter what you are going to do..

think of the people that you care, that you love..

Are you making them worried ?

Happiness,

It not about making ourselves happy in a selfish way..

Its about the people around us too..

It might be tiring for yourself, but think about it..

When you turn and see they smile..

I am sure its all worth it..

It might hurt sometimes..

but your smile give me strength to move on..

Be happy, and people around you will be happy too..

If i can do a small little thing to make you feel happy,

I will do my best! 

Because i want to see the best smile on your face..

Even if I am too tired,

I will still carry on.. Its all worth it after all..

As long as you are happy, I will be happy too!

So are you happy? :)

by Kerren.Siewlin

渴望

 

實習結束前一天 沒有什麼特別的事情發生
一個人無聊待在公司 照了幾張照片
消消我內心對攝影的渴望

攝影自以為大哥回來了 看了就好煩
先這結束 再會各位！！

by vans.wunsiang 

是哈姆太郎嗎

昨晚 媽媽下班回家手裡拿著一個小箱子 我還以為逝水果汁類的

沒想到打開來看 我差點沒把它扔出去 原來裡面藏了隻老鼠

 我頓時不我頓時不知道要怎麼跟牠相處 也不知道要給牠吃什麼

我馬上回憶以前看哈姆太郎卡通的場景 努力想起牠們到底是吃什麼

最後 真的不知道牠要吃什麼只好給牠吃發糕 發糕是台灣人國年吃的糕

牠很大隻不是小小的 長得有一點像兔子 長得像兔子的老鼠

牠到底叫什麼牠到底叫什麼名字??

by vans.wunsiang 

Sweet Escape

Graduation trip,

I bet all uni students are expecting the best out of it..

As for me..

I never even expected that we will be having a graduation trip,

This is partly because our uni dont do that kinda stuffs for us..

which is damn sad..

But out of random thoughts,

We decided to go for our own grad trip..

From a class of more than 50 students,

we 7 + a good friend, decided to fly on our own..

This is indeed random :)

But it turned out GREAT! 

All the running, shopping, eating..

and yes! hours and hours of ..SHOOTING! 

We indeed enjoyed the 6days stay in Taiwan..

Looking through the videos and pictures,we had lots of FUN! 

Midnight massaging, grocery shopping, cup-noodle-ing!,

beers + card games..

Its all CRAZY! 

Thanks to all my 7 warriors along this trip! 

Hope u all did enjoy too..

And thanks to those always there helping me with my shopping bags! 

Weihan, Thanks for all the organizing and planning..

Cindy, Thanks DEAR! For always there listening and understanding..

ZhongLue, Thanks for always making sure of everything..

Wenbin, Thanks for the beers! BOTTOMSUP WEI! 

Qing, Thanks for having no-voice! :P haha..jk lar!

Jessie, Thanks for the sushiiiss! 

GARY meh! Thanks for always there accompany me..shopping and carrying my stuffs! 

With this trip, we are one step closer to each other's life!

505 ROOMIES ROCK! :P

and yes, I MISS TAIWAN LOTS!!! 

without this trip, i might not have known vans.wunsiang,

we might not even have started this blog! 

LIFE IS GREAT!!

FATE IS AWESOME!! 

by Siewlin.Kerren

Dear Dreams

I have dreams..

When i was young,

i often ask myself,

who am i?

who do i want to be in the future?

standing there, looking at you..

should i just envy?

or should i work hard and be better than you?

Dear Dreams,
When i was a kid,
i want to be a doctor,
a lawyer,
a teacher,
a policewoman.

Dear Dreams,
As life goes on..
I finally realised..
I have my own set of mind..
my own dreams..

Dear Dreams,
Why do you always seem unreachable?
Why do you always make me feel unreal?

Dear Dreams,
Should i chase after you?
Or should i be more realistic?

Dear Dreams,
Can i wish upon you?
May i dream my dreams coming true..
 May i turn my dreams into reality..

I bet everyone has their own dreams..
Who they wanna be..
How they want life to be..

In real life,
there is often dilemma..
should we be more realistic?
or should we chase after our dreams?

Do what makes you feel happy,
coz no matter what it is..
remember 'money' cant buy happiness!

by Siewlin.Kerren

Happy Armpit

 

 

"喜歡一個人待在某個地方 安靜的坐著我最喜歡做的事

只要有自己的空間 就算只是躺著都會覺得很幸福.."

 

Im still loving this saying from vans.wunsiang :) 

 

 Loving daddy to the max because he is being so understanding..

loving me more than i can ever expect..

and i believe,

its all fate that brought me into this family..

im loving all of them!

It was pretty sad in the afternoon,

its all because i treasure..

all the great memories that we had together..

i believe..

this friendship means more than anything else..

i believe..

u are also appreciating it, just like the way i am..

i believe..

u felt hurt saying so too..

and i believe..

this will make our friendship grow even stronger..

 

Hey 505,

i believe we are still staying strong together..

 

Hey Wunsiang,

i am thankful for ur company and all ur words today..

 

Hey Mr Indian Happy Armpit,

thanks for making me laugh so much today!

Hey B. and CindyW,

thanks for the great company today!

Dearest friends who had worried about me today..

Thanks, i am alright..

and im growing stronger day by day..

Aint this just part of growing up? 

:)

and yes, I AM HAPPY today! 

well, i mean YESTERDAY.

by Kerren.Siewlin

帶著相機,可樂與I Pod遠走高飛

一路上帶聽著音樂 把聲音調到最大 bass調到最強

凍滋！凍滋！凍滋！ 讓身體和耳朵在速度與節奏感中洗禮

雖然我的小小金旺最多只能飆到80公里 哈哈 不過依然暢快

晌午 在花蓮的鄉間小路 一家人坐在路中間野餐都不會被趕

喜歡這裡悠閒地氣氛 也喜歡這裡大部分都善良的人們

帶著相機 可樂和I Pod遠走高飛

原來這種感覺是那麼容易讓人自以為

Justin Timberlake 對我來說依然得寵

Katy Perry 是很好的無害搖頭丸

Kylie Minogue 會讓人覺得自己其實很浪漫

Simon Curtis 快節奏與獨特的歌曲風格簡直愛死了

喜歡一個人待在某個地方 安靜的坐著我最喜歡做的事

只要有自己的空間 就算只是躺著都會覺得很幸福

by vans.wunsiang

沒那麼簡單

translation credits: adelaide 

Its not that easy to find, someone you can click with.
Especially now, after seeing so many instances of betrayal.
Always feeling uneasy, I could only be valiant,
Who murdered my romance?

It is not that easy, to love..
To ignore everything else
and become practical.
Perhaps for better, perhaps for worse, getting half each.
Though i dont like being lonely, over time you get used to it.
Dont need to worry about someone else,
or be controlled by them.

If im feeling happy, i will be busy with things.
if i feel tired, i would give myself space
what others have to say, i just have to listen casually,
in the end the decision is mine,
i dont want to have too many affections
just a glass of wine with a movie
in the weekend nights i shut off my mobile phone,
and burrow comfortably in my sofa.

being in love is not that easy,
everyone has his own temper
ive passed the age of dreaming about love
passion is not better than calmness
happiness is not that easy to attain
thats why it is so intoxicating
in the age where i didnt know anything
it used to be more sincere, and thats why i was happiest, in the past

missing someone is the saddest thing,
but also the most moving memory.

 
.....

"It is indeed not easy,
but i still choose to..
Believe in LOVE!"

by Siewlin.Kerren

Alone

Feeling a little emotional suddenly,

People always say..

Love is unconditional..

Love has to be sincere..

Love is accepting who they are for being themselves..

But does love really happen?

Maybe I have yet to come across one..

Maybe I has been expecting too much..

It still hurts when you are caring so much about someone,

yet the person doesnt care about you in return..

But when you look around youself,

Isnt there someone caring you so much out there that you always turn them down?

Love is something unique,

Something that we cant describe..

You find yourself funny loving someone that hates you,

Loving someone that is totally opposite of yourself..

But well,

Thats just love..

Something that we cant control.

I am sorry for I not being there when you need me,

I am so sorry for I not loving you enough to make you feel secure.

After all,

I am thankful for you being there, 

waiting patiently.. 

Dedicated to all my beloved friends who never fail to love me!

I might not have said this to you..

But I do appreciate your presence..

Coz you gave me strength to move on in life!

by Siewlin.Kerren

太魯閣

前幾天無預期的太魯閣遊

大家早上六點多 八點準時出發

雖然我住在花蓮 早上起來依然期待著

距離上次距造訪太魯閣已經是國小的事了

好喜歡流汗的感覺 真的很陽光 Sunshine boy

Kerren 說要打多一點 可是我真的詞窮了＝ ＝



by Wunsiang.Vans

Fate

Everytime when I think back..

Smile appears

It was indeed a wonderful encounter..

Life is great and interesting,

for every single deed that you do..

the return is indeed unexpected yet worth looking forward to..

 

Without a kind heart and a great personality,

We wouldnt have met.

Without a daring yet friendly characteristic,

We wouldnt have known each other more.

And yet..

Without the crazy and similarity within,

We wouldnt have started this blog.

Isnt 'fate' awesome?

Dedicated to You from Me

by Siewlin.Kerren

First Time

摸索了那麼久，今天終於上傳我人生中第一張在Blogger的的照片



by Wunsiang.Vans

Stranger

People walk in and out of our life..

Everyday..

Have you ever wonder, who stay in your heart?

Appreciate while you can..

Cause you never know..

What will happen tomorrow.
 
by SiewLin.Kerren