Lost

Trying not to face it..

Trying to stop myself from listening to my heart..

Its so tough..

and i am lost..

Took a long bus ride home alone,

listening to soft music playing on my ipod,

it kinda relax my mind..

trying not to think about it..

but still..

it keeps knocking on my head..

Should i go for it?

I am scared,

i will be disappointed with the answer..

will you support me too?

I know you have been very understanding all this while,

but this time,

I aint sure..

I fear..

To face the reality or to chase the dream?

By Siewlin.Kerren